MY VERY OWN PALM READING
5-21-01
Fingers ⤵
(tips) - useful, hardworking, loyal : Square: quick to make decisions
little - Mercury 🝐 ability 2 communicate (short) excellent writers
ring - Apollo 🝐 finger of beauty/arts (good size) successful artist/writer
Middle - Saturn 🝐 judge/ruler (longest) well balanced/keen moral sense
index - Jupiter 🝐 use of power/authority correctly (lengthy) leadership ability
fingers placed equally apart from one another = balanced personality
little finger stands away from the ring indicates an extremely independent nature
[short nailed people possess a great sense of humor..]
5-21-01
Fingers ⤵
(tips) - useful, hardworking, loyal : Square: quick to make decisions
little - Mercury 🝐 ability 2 communicate (short) excellent writers
ring - Apollo 🝐 finger of beauty/arts (good size) successful artist/writer
Middle - Saturn 🝐 judge/ruler (longest) well balanced/keen moral sense
index - Jupiter 🝐 use of power/authority correctly (lengthy) leadership ability
fingers placed equally apart from one another = balanced personality
little finger stands away from the ring indicates an extremely independent nature
[short nailed people possess a great sense of humor..]
. . . And TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY . . . 5 - 25 - 01
So- I've come to the realization that I don't need tina in my life - We have too much bad and it isn't out weighing the good. I AM NOT the problem and should no longer try to conform to her needs b/c they are mundane in the scheme of things. Trying to please her regardless of the way she treats me is wrong and simply reflects my deep seeded need to be loved. When I said that she made me feel bad about myself - I really meant that I interpret most of Tina's actions towards me in a negative way and in turn reflect that back as me not measuring up - not being good enough! Knowing that this relationship was going to be doomed from the get go - I jumped in head on and said I will face this challenge head on - Accept everything (-) because I know it's coming - and try or attempt to change what's written - become what "they" claim I can't and come out of it better than I ever was - the only thing I never realized was that I might not come back who I was or liked being - I might just be . . .
Anyway - I am different - I'll never be the same and I do have her to thank for that (seriously) but I won't evolve into what I have to be in order to be w/ her - so w/ all the tears I've shed, all the love I've felt - I simply have to stop, face the new HORIZON . . . and SAY GOODBYE⛌
the GREATEST thing just happened . . . was feeling so bad Just ⬇ and thinking who would care about me here w/o tina - Who's going to give me hugs? . . . and then Lono walks in to ask how I'm feeling leaving his date to assess me and then magically reaches over and gives me a hug + a kiss - I'm looking at all of the things I've lost + can no longer happen instead of focusing on what's in front of me + the new things I have to experience - I gave myself the best reading at Micah's the 1st card represented my ongoing plaguing state of thought - 9 of cups - symbolizing a person focusing merely on what they've lost/spilled/broken when there's so much more in front of him - the 2nd card was the way I felt today/will feel for awhile and it was a person standing alone, cloaked in protection amidst the darkness. And the last - Ahhh the ❇SUN❇ card reflecting all things in life I have yet to experience and all of the things in front of me - I'd have to say . . . I'm definitely scared there's no mistaking that but I do have to accept being alone/embrace it/love it and get focused on what's in front of me - the W - O - R - L - D 👸🏽
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So- I've come to the realization that I don't need tina in my life - We have too much bad and it isn't out weighing the good. I AM NOT the problem and should no longer try to conform to her needs b/c they are mundane in the scheme of things. Trying to please her regardless of the way she treats me is wrong and simply reflects my deep seeded need to be loved. When I said that she made me feel bad about myself - I really meant that I interpret most of Tina's actions towards me in a negative way and in turn reflect that back as me not measuring up - not being good enough! Knowing that this relationship was going to be doomed from the get go - I jumped in head on and said I will face this challenge head on - Accept everything (-) because I know it's coming - and try or attempt to change what's written - become what "they" claim I can't and come out of it better than I ever was - the only thing I never realized was that I might not come back who I was or liked being - I might just be . . .
Anyway - I am different - I'll never be the same and I do have her to thank for that (seriously) but I won't evolve into what I have to be in order to be w/ her - so w/ all the tears I've shed, all the love I've felt - I simply have to stop, face the new HORIZON . . . and SAY GOODBYE⛌
the GREATEST thing just happened . . . was feeling so bad Just ⬇ and thinking who would care about me here w/o tina - Who's going to give me hugs? . . . and then Lono walks in to ask how I'm feeling leaving his date to assess me and then magically reaches over and gives me a hug + a kiss - I'm looking at all of the things I've lost + can no longer happen instead of focusing on what's in front of me + the new things I have to experience - I gave myself the best reading at Micah's the 1st card represented my ongoing plaguing state of thought - 9 of cups - symbolizing a person focusing merely on what they've lost/spilled/broken when there's so much more in front of him - the 2nd card was the way I felt today/will feel for awhile and it was a person standing alone, cloaked in protection amidst the darkness. And the last - Ahhh the ❇SUN❇ card reflecting all things in life I have yet to experience and all of the things in front of me - I'd have to say . . . I'm definitely scared there's no mistaking that but I do have to accept being alone/embrace it/love it and get focused on what's in front of me - the W - O - R - L - D 👸🏽
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How Embarrassing . . . Just slipped and Fell . . . 6 - 4 - 01
on the bus in front of everyone but that's life and you know what - it was funny! Tina's back and better than ever - seeing her and how happy she is and all of the adventures she's had makes me want to travel - I need to see the world. And there's so much to do and so many people to meet that I'm overwhelmed but so excited because I have the opportunity and the drive to get my ass in high gear and DO IT! Things are actually really great and life is good - I've changed my room and am almost completely moved in - it's a shame though because just when I begin to get attached I'm going to have to leave - I guess that's the lesson I'm going to have to learn Above All. I'm so happy for Tina - I really am - she fell in love, had fun, met wonderful people that she's bonded w/ for life and has a new outlook on the world and most importantly her position in it. Told mom I loved her today - I really do and I'm going home or shall I say NY for a visit. Realize now that NY isn't what I fear and am happy I have the chance to look at it w/ new eyes and visions for a renewed future.
on the bus in front of everyone but that's life and you know what - it was funny! Tina's back and better than ever - seeing her and how happy she is and all of the adventures she's had makes me want to travel - I need to see the world. And there's so much to do and so many people to meet that I'm overwhelmed but so excited because I have the opportunity and the drive to get my ass in high gear and DO IT! Things are actually really great and life is good - I've changed my room and am almost completely moved in - it's a shame though because just when I begin to get attached I'm going to have to leave - I guess that's the lesson I'm going to have to learn Above All. I'm so happy for Tina - I really am - she fell in love, had fun, met wonderful people that she's bonded w/ for life and has a new outlook on the world and most importantly her position in it. Told mom I loved her today - I really do and I'm going home or shall I say NY for a visit. Realize now that NY isn't what I fear and am happy I have the chance to look at it w/ new eyes and visions for a renewed future.
6-18-01
Feeling pretty fucked up and sick - whoa is me! Did too many drugs - way too many pills and a bit of coke plus alcohoul ⬅ still can't believe I don't know how to spell it . . . EDUCATE YOURSELF! and I am - been going to the library and really exploring everything - Feels strange about to go back to NY in @ a week and I'm such a different person - I mean I changed and remained even after Tina came back - thought she had a spell on me - my CRAZY MIND - I simply ADORE 😆 it! I really am excited to see everyone - catch up on city life - try my New and Improved SELF out - let's see if we can become a S🌟🌟R! Anything's possible and everything has a way of working out - on a lighter note almost shat my pants - something's wrong with my stomach - can't be away from the bathroom for more than an hour - maybe it's my punishment for all of the havoc I've wrecked this week - there goes my crazy mind - . . . we interrupt this just to say ➡ Baybie - you scared the shit out of me . . . I thought I was going to loose you . . . for good but you survived . . . stay to fight another day ⬅ my meditation this week and people who will be focused in my 💓 are : Tina ➝ so much is slipping but you are on solid ground, don't crumble your earth. Mothers' Future Husband ➝ looking death in the face is a thoughtless task, turn and focus on what is just before the inevitable . . . Happiness to All my loves . . .
Feeling pretty fucked up and sick - whoa is me! Did too many drugs - way too many pills and a bit of coke plus alcohoul ⬅ still can't believe I don't know how to spell it . . . EDUCATE YOURSELF! and I am - been going to the library and really exploring everything - Feels strange about to go back to NY in @ a week and I'm such a different person - I mean I changed and remained even after Tina came back - thought she had a spell on me - my CRAZY MIND - I simply ADORE 😆 it! I really am excited to see everyone - catch up on city life - try my New and Improved SELF out - let's see if we can become a S🌟🌟R! Anything's possible and everything has a way of working out - on a lighter note almost shat my pants - something's wrong with my stomach - can't be away from the bathroom for more than an hour - maybe it's my punishment for all of the havoc I've wrecked this week - there goes my crazy mind - . . . we interrupt this just to say ➡ Baybie - you scared the shit out of me . . . I thought I was going to loose you . . . for good but you survived . . . stay to fight another day ⬅ my meditation this week and people who will be focused in my 💓 are : Tina ➝ so much is slipping but you are on solid ground, don't crumble your earth. Mothers' Future Husband ➝ looking death in the face is a thoughtless task, turn and focus on what is just before the inevitable . . . Happiness to All my loves . . .
6-19-01
Another day . . . Another puzzling fight w/ Tina and I have nothing more to say and no one left to say it to. My future is mysteriously vague and I have no clue where I should turn. Crystal . . . aahhh . . . Crystal she puts up w/ so much of my Bullshit and whining and is somehow always right. If a situation is ultimately hurting you again and again get out - I'm a great friend but just b/c I am doesn't mean other people have the BEST intentions.
I DO NOT DESERVE THE TREATMENT I'VE BEEN RECEIVING
So I refuse to take it . . . from NOW on 💝
Another day . . . Another puzzling fight w/ Tina and I have nothing more to say and no one left to say it to. My future is mysteriously vague and I have no clue where I should turn. Crystal . . . aahhh . . . Crystal she puts up w/ so much of my Bullshit and whining and is somehow always right. If a situation is ultimately hurting you again and again get out - I'm a great friend but just b/c I am doesn't mean other people have the BEST intentions.
I DO NOT DESERVE THE TREATMENT I'VE BEEN RECEIVING
So I refuse to take it . . . from NOW on 💝
WHAT AM I DOING W/ MY LIFE?
Lunar Eclipse night 🌑 next Day Not too sure 6 - 01 early AM
Just say - I mean - saw this fucked up movie from the director of π about drugs and all I could think was that's going to be me - all fucked up on the brink on insanity w/ no one to help me - What am I doing? I feel like I'm living day 2 day without a clear plan for what lies tomorrow - What am I going to do if I don't go to school in the fall - I feel like I've been fucking up for so long that I don't remember ever being on the right track - I'm too afraid to be the artist that I know I can be - I no longer tolerate doing things for other people when all I want to do is satisfy my desires - I don't want to be a sponge constantly mooching off of other people - I want to be able to provide for myself - But How? I need a sign, a gut feeling - my gut told me to stop going to school - show me the way - I'm waiting . . .
Lunar Eclipse night 🌑 next Day Not too sure 6 - 01 early AM
Just say - I mean - saw this fucked up movie from the director of π about drugs and all I could think was that's going to be me - all fucked up on the brink on insanity w/ no one to help me - What am I doing? I feel like I'm living day 2 day without a clear plan for what lies tomorrow - What am I going to do if I don't go to school in the fall - I feel like I've been fucking up for so long that I don't remember ever being on the right track - I'm too afraid to be the artist that I know I can be - I no longer tolerate doing things for other people when all I want to do is satisfy my desires - I don't want to be a sponge constantly mooching off of other people - I want to be able to provide for myself - But How? I need a sign, a gut feeling - my gut told me to stop going to school - show me the way - I'm waiting . . .
6-23-01
God Damn I'm fucked up - and a little sad and depressed -
God Damn I'm fucked up - and a little sad and depressed -
GOING TO N.Y. IN TWO DAYZ! 6 - 28 - 01
Well I had my 1st crying fit - in a long time and I'm actually glad! Not that I looked pitifully desperate but the fact that I got it out God! that had been building for so long and I never have anyone to really talk to - things were just a little too much for me and discussing it in my head leaves me feeling a bit psychotic - Of course I'm going to have to deal w/ the consequences of my actions - ruining Tinas good time makes her feel - like running/escaping and I can't say that I blame her but I wish she would understand - I wish she could see that I don't have the solid individuals pulling me up when I'm feeling so low and if I feel like venting and crying well I guess I've just got to do it - Alone. Anyway - I'm happy to be getting out of here I feel caged and am about to gnaw my foot off if I don't get a change; SOON! What to do - Where to go? That's the ultimate question
- I just wish I had answers.
I WISH SOMEONE COULD/WOULD UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL!
Well I had my 1st crying fit - in a long time and I'm actually glad! Not that I looked pitifully desperate but the fact that I got it out God! that had been building for so long and I never have anyone to really talk to - things were just a little too much for me and discussing it in my head leaves me feeling a bit psychotic - Of course I'm going to have to deal w/ the consequences of my actions - ruining Tinas good time makes her feel - like running/escaping and I can't say that I blame her but I wish she would understand - I wish she could see that I don't have the solid individuals pulling me up when I'm feeling so low and if I feel like venting and crying well I guess I've just got to do it - Alone. Anyway - I'm happy to be getting out of here I feel caged and am about to gnaw my foot off if I don't get a change; SOON! What to do - Where to go? That's the ultimate question
- I just wish I had answers.
I WISH SOMEONE COULD/WOULD UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL!
CRAZY SHIT'S BEEN HAPPENING . . . 7-6-01
1st of all - Is everyone Bi-sexual - I mean I find out that Katherine and Beth used to hook up - still completely shocked - and - I'm quitting smoking once again - I'm going to smoke my last 3 consecutively - making myself sick from all of the nicotine - to teach myself a well-deserved lesson - I miss Tina so much - she's all I ever think about and the one or one of the greatest things I have going for me - From now on I've got to appreciate everything and make a big effort to stop living in the past - cig #1 - I feel so bad for not spending time w/ my mother and I still can't understand why it's so hard for me to. I'm selfish - I want to live my life in-spite of all the unhappiness @ me - Everything @ me is changing - Different and I've got to stop holding on - Day Zero - Year One - We're starting OVER! THROW CAUTION TO THE WIND - I've applied or actually sent for applications to a school in Italy and the American University in Paris - I hope I get into a good Art school - if I - no when I do - I am going to work my ass off and try to repay all that I've taken for granted - I'm only going to focus on how I can change the world or at least make myself whole through my art. I want to call T so- bad but I'm afraid - of what? cig #2 - No more questioning what's real or the validation of others feelings for me because everyone's so different. I want to accomplish so much and I feel like I've got all of these expectations that I can't live up to so I'll make my own.
#1 ▻ get into a great art school
#2 ▻ develop my talent
#3 ▻ explore the world and all it has to offer
#4 ▻ start anew w/ my mother and work on a middle ground so that we can have a better relationship
#5 ▻ Do something for someone else w/o anything in return - just to make them happy not to get love in return
#6 ▻ Make my life count - NOW!
Gonna Try to stop smoking cigarettes too. -
1st of all - Is everyone Bi-sexual - I mean I find out that Katherine and Beth used to hook up - still completely shocked - and - I'm quitting smoking once again - I'm going to smoke my last 3 consecutively - making myself sick from all of the nicotine - to teach myself a well-deserved lesson - I miss Tina so much - she's all I ever think about and the one or one of the greatest things I have going for me - From now on I've got to appreciate everything and make a big effort to stop living in the past - cig #1 - I feel so bad for not spending time w/ my mother and I still can't understand why it's so hard for me to. I'm selfish - I want to live my life in-spite of all the unhappiness @ me - Everything @ me is changing - Different and I've got to stop holding on - Day Zero - Year One - We're starting OVER! THROW CAUTION TO THE WIND - I've applied or actually sent for applications to a school in Italy and the American University in Paris - I hope I get into a good Art school - if I - no when I do - I am going to work my ass off and try to repay all that I've taken for granted - I'm only going to focus on how I can change the world or at least make myself whole through my art. I want to call T so- bad but I'm afraid - of what? cig #2 - No more questioning what's real or the validation of others feelings for me because everyone's so different. I want to accomplish so much and I feel like I've got all of these expectations that I can't live up to so I'll make my own.
#1 ▻ get into a great art school
#2 ▻ develop my talent
#3 ▻ explore the world and all it has to offer
#4 ▻ start anew w/ my mother and work on a middle ground so that we can have a better relationship
#5 ▻ Do something for someone else w/o anything in return - just to make them happy not to get love in return
#6 ▻ Make my life count - NOW!
Gonna Try to stop smoking cigarettes too. -
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GREAT ADVICE BAYBIE! 😀
Sat 7-01 So - It fuckin' hurt - but I did it - holding my girl Heather's hand - He was so cute too - I'd have to admit at times the pain was Exquisite and euphoric at the same time. CRAZY I love it and I will love it FOREVER. Full Moon night Day 1 Year 0 . . . It has begun LET THE SUN SHINE ON! P.S. and . . . I didn't even crave/want 2 have a STOG! |
A bit fucked up - Not a good pic but gets the point across It's ok I've got the real shit! - Chinese Ram Goat Astrological
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Guess how I knew ➡ 7 - 11 - 01
My watch is now fixed and working let's just see if it stays that way when I get back to HI. Saw the ----- (don't know what to really say) movie Baise ✮ Moi - Thelma and Louise w/ XXX scenes w/ Lucy and had the best day - Even found my Malaysian Quisine - Aaahhh . . . and it was so ----- good! Got the Best Idea - Canvas clothing and jewelry - paint it and add a little spice - look out WORLD! I'M ABOUT TO BLOW UP!
My watch is now fixed and working let's just see if it stays that way when I get back to HI. Saw the ----- (don't know what to really say) movie Baise ✮ Moi - Thelma and Louise w/ XXX scenes w/ Lucy and had the best day - Even found my Malaysian Quisine - Aaahhh . . . and it was so ----- good! Got the Best Idea - Canvas clothing and jewelry - paint it and add a little spice - look out WORLD! I'M ABOUT TO BLOW UP!
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AND HOW WEIRD IS THIS
⏎ IT Totally sums up how I've been feeling lately - How strange and I never pic up the NY Press - Wonder what T is doing - rubbing my necklace thinking about her I miss her and I'm still head over heels in L♥VE w/ her Don't think that'll ever change regardless of what the |
FUTURE HAS IN STORE FOR US . . . 😃
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LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER!
⏚ 😃 ⏚ ⏚ I WILL BECOME A SUCCESSFUL ARTIST AND I WON"T HAVE TO SELL out or FUCK my WAY 2 THE TOP! |
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At the Museum 😆
Actual Day 7 - 11 - 01 Youth I want to see you game boys I want to see you brave and manly And I also want to see you gentle and tender Be practical as well as generous In your ideals keep your eyes on the stars and your feet on the ground Courage Hard Work Self-Mastery and Intelligent effort are all essential to a successful life Character in the long run Is the decisive factor in the life of an individual and of nations alike - Theodore Roosevelt In pushing other species to extinction Humanity is busy sawing off the limbs on which it is perched - Paul Ehrlich |
10 - 12 - 01
New Address : 3271A Kehau Place
Honolulu, HI 96816
# (808) 739-0451 t's new # 550-0921
MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN . . . 😄
New Address : 3271A Kehau Place
Honolulu, HI 96816
# (808) 739-0451 t's new # 550-0921
MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN . . . 😄
10 ◦ 19 ◦ 01
This is a completely new beginning for me . . .
Everything has changed and this only reminds me of the fact that nothing is as it seems and everything is impermanent
Time is ticking and I'm reborn.
Writing in this book symbolizes the transformations I am enduring and willing to venture into during the time ahead of me.
My life as I have viewed it has been shattered by the memories I will not allow myself to forget and now is the time for change.
This is a completely new beginning for me . . .
Everything has changed and this only reminds me of the fact that nothing is as it seems and everything is impermanent
Time is ticking and I'm reborn.
Writing in this book symbolizes the transformations I am enduring and willing to venture into during the time ahead of me.
My life as I have viewed it has been shattered by the memories I will not allow myself to forget and now is the time for change.
10 ◦ 25 ◦ 01
I'm perplexed, scared the answers right in front of my face and not sure I'm prepared for the change I see ahead of me. My life up until this point has not reflected my overall achievement and I feel ashamed that I've slacked off for so long. Where am I going? What am I doing w/ my life? What are my real goals? I need to answer these and many other questions plaguing my mind and my ultimate destiny. This book Awakening the Buddha Within is changing my life and opening my mind causing me to examine my life, views and my dreams for the future. I'm learning how to discover ancient wisdom in this confusingly, bizarre modern world.
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The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion.
It should transcend personal God and avoid dogma and theology.
Covering both the natural and the spiritual,
it should be based on a religious sense arising from the experience of all things natural and spiritual as a meaningful unity.
Buddhism answers this description.
- Albert Einstein
I'm perplexed, scared the answers right in front of my face and not sure I'm prepared for the change I see ahead of me. My life up until this point has not reflected my overall achievement and I feel ashamed that I've slacked off for so long. Where am I going? What am I doing w/ my life? What are my real goals? I need to answer these and many other questions plaguing my mind and my ultimate destiny. This book Awakening the Buddha Within is changing my life and opening my mind causing me to examine my life, views and my dreams for the future. I'm learning how to discover ancient wisdom in this confusingly, bizarre modern world.
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The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion.
It should transcend personal God and avoid dogma and theology.
Covering both the natural and the spiritual,
it should be based on a religious sense arising from the experience of all things natural and spiritual as a meaningful unity.
Buddhism answers this description.
- Albert Einstein
May 2002
Finally living where I've wanted to be - in the middle of it all
NORTH SHORE
Moved into a sick house w/ da boyz
in Haleiwa right on Kamehameha Hwy
There's a river in the backyard near our BBQ grill
along with the famous shrimp truck right up the road, I can smell the delicious butter w/ garlic whenever I go out
So many changes, on the way to Micah's for a reading
Paul is driving 🚙
Finally living where I've wanted to be - in the middle of it all
NORTH SHORE
Moved into a sick house w/ da boyz
in Haleiwa right on Kamehameha Hwy
There's a river in the backyard near our BBQ grill
along with the famous shrimp truck right up the road, I can smell the delicious butter w/ garlic whenever I go out
So many changes, on the way to Micah's for a reading
Paul is driving 🚙
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Question :
Are the mov'ts that I'm making currently - like friends and focus on myself ie. Buddhism, Feng Shui, Equality bet Universe and myself - the way I need/should be moving toward or focusing on - Should I make an extra set by moving -- ? Answer : (Individual cards meanings) #1 what covers u #2 crosses you good or bad #3 Basis of situ #4 behind/process of leaving #5 crowns come into being #6 B4U #7 Own (-) feelings #8 feelings of other @ you #9 own (+) feelings #10 is the outcome Cards Automatically Revealed : 4 pentacles : $ affairs |
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#1 Forces Surrounding me, Energy :
Time to analyze goals/desires.
Meditate
Immediately Ask 4 help w/ affairs - guidance given in prayers
May be in difficult situation could mean loss of friendship, partner or home etc.
Don't make rash decisions, don't become involved in intrigues
Danger from thieves, cancelled project
Move w/ Caution
Time to analyze goals/desires.
Meditate
Immediately Ask 4 help w/ affairs - guidance given in prayers
May be in difficult situation could mean loss of friendship, partner or home etc.
Don't make rash decisions, don't become involved in intrigues
Danger from thieves, cancelled project
Move w/ Caution
Help/Hurt
Incredible
#2 Inner qualities representing love,
patience and gentleness are superior to material power, force or hate.
Use the love you feel within
Feed w/ honey and you win
Reconciliation is possible if u conquer your emotions.
Take another look at obstacles - Are they real?
Success demands organization, then you will realize satisfaction and joy
Higher nature over carnal desires, triumphing over hate
Must find balance bet spirit/carnal
Incredible
#2 Inner qualities representing love,
patience and gentleness are superior to material power, force or hate.
Use the love you feel within
Feed w/ honey and you win
Reconciliation is possible if u conquer your emotions.
Take another look at obstacles - Are they real?
Success demands organization, then you will realize satisfaction and joy
Higher nature over carnal desires, triumphing over hate
Must find balance bet spirit/carnal
Reason why asking
#3 Piercing the barrier
of limited consciousness/availing yourself of higher wisdom
Blessed w/ truth
Having no fear, faith holds strong when troubles near.
You have great foresight and stamina,
Able to look above present situation/conditions
regeneration of myself continuously/unconsciously
Don't be mislead - plenty of action behind apparent standstill
Be prepared for new/innovative ideas.
Could be complex/unexpected changes at home or at work.
Pussycat now ready to roar like lion.
Unexpected views/attitudes/decisions on the horizon.
Wisdom, Prophetic power
Pause in life, suspended decision.
Self surrender leads to transformation of personality
Material temptation conquered
#3 Piercing the barrier
of limited consciousness/availing yourself of higher wisdom
Blessed w/ truth
Having no fear, faith holds strong when troubles near.
You have great foresight and stamina,
Able to look above present situation/conditions
regeneration of myself continuously/unconsciously
Don't be mislead - plenty of action behind apparent standstill
Be prepared for new/innovative ideas.
Could be complex/unexpected changes at home or at work.
Pussycat now ready to roar like lion.
Unexpected views/attitudes/decisions on the horizon.
Wisdom, Prophetic power
Pause in life, suspended decision.
Self surrender leads to transformation of personality
Material temptation conquered
2 part established
#4 Someone willing to give assistance; partnership/cooperation possible
Help offered to those in need - Cooperation plants the seed.
Right teammate could enhance project/bring required success
Someone knowledgeable can give you help u need.
Seeds planted 4 business venture can prosper.
merchant watching what people are just buying
Strength/Justice - Eventually U will benefit from all efforts
Keep going you will receive reward.
Realization of hope, established strength, nobility, wealth, power
Caution against pride/arrogance
Partnership
Help will be offered by successful merchant.
#4 Someone willing to give assistance; partnership/cooperation possible
Help offered to those in need - Cooperation plants the seed.
Right teammate could enhance project/bring required success
Someone knowledgeable can give you help u need.
Seeds planted 4 business venture can prosper.
merchant watching what people are just buying
Strength/Justice - Eventually U will benefit from all efforts
Keep going you will receive reward.
Realization of hope, established strength, nobility, wealth, power
Caution against pride/arrogance
Partnership
Help will be offered by successful merchant.
Situation not yet materialized future event revealed
#5 Strongly attached to materialistic pursuits/endeavors
Ability/Sound judgement in business
Firm command holding tight - Doing what you feel is right
Fond of being in charge, likes power and will work very hard for $
Well ♻ goals
Possible receipt of gift/inheritance.
Assured material gain, success
Earthly power, but leading to nothing beyond.
Miser tightly holding possessions
May indicate miserly, ungenerous character.
Gifts/legacy
#5 Strongly attached to materialistic pursuits/endeavors
Ability/Sound judgement in business
Firm command holding tight - Doing what you feel is right
Fond of being in charge, likes power and will work very hard for $
Well ♻ goals
Possible receipt of gift/inheritance.
Assured material gain, success
Earthly power, but leading to nothing beyond.
Miser tightly holding possessions
May indicate miserly, ungenerous character.
Gifts/legacy
#6 Man secure in business/profession
Strong/generous, can be impulsive
qualities of man w/ kids, fair hair blue eyes King of Wands
Fair hair, red hair eyes of blue generous strong impulsive too -
Man in Maturity, likelihood of unexpected $
Excellent leadership qualities which should be channeled in right direction. Take time in any agreement b4 making final decision.
Handsome passionate, agile in mind/body,
generally married, sometimes too hasty.
If nothing fits w/ man in life now [Honesty/Friendliness/Passion
Unexpected heritage/good marriage]
Strong/generous, can be impulsive
qualities of man w/ kids, fair hair blue eyes King of Wands
Fair hair, red hair eyes of blue generous strong impulsive too -
Man in Maturity, likelihood of unexpected $
Excellent leadership qualities which should be channeled in right direction. Take time in any agreement b4 making final decision.
Handsome passionate, agile in mind/body,
generally married, sometimes too hasty.
If nothing fits w/ man in life now [Honesty/Friendliness/Passion
Unexpected heritage/good marriage]
fears (-) feelings if continue feeling (-).
can be (-) man w/ these qualities.
can fear this happening
#7 Materialistic talks a lot/appears stupid.
Opinionated/easily led - White/Dark hair, any race - his
opinions are quite base.
- Man, mature, not difficult to bribe, skims surface of everything
perverse use of talent/ability
Obvious to (-) remarks, can display great anger when aroused.
Stupidity, Perverse use of talents
Thriftless Easy to bribe/Vice
Caution against associations w/ gamblers/speculators
If crossed could be dangerous
can be (-) man w/ these qualities.
can fear this happening
#7 Materialistic talks a lot/appears stupid.
Opinionated/easily led - White/Dark hair, any race - his
opinions are quite base.
- Man, mature, not difficult to bribe, skims surface of everything
perverse use of talent/ability
Obvious to (-) remarks, can display great anger when aroused.
Stupidity, Perverse use of talents
Thriftless Easy to bribe/Vice
Caution against associations w/ gamblers/speculators
If crossed could be dangerous
feelings of others @ u, what they see
#8 Present situation surrounding u is causing depression/sadness.
Time heals aching 💓 soon sadness will depart.
Futile disagreements, perhaps family upset.
Terrible feeling of being let down
Feeling hurt, thoughtless actions have caused tears
Could indicate loss of friend/someone dear.
Betrayal, Wantonness waste, criminal satisfactions
#8 Present situation surrounding u is causing depression/sadness.
Time heals aching 💓 soon sadness will depart.
Futile disagreements, perhaps family upset.
Terrible feeling of being let down
Feeling hurt, thoughtless actions have caused tears
Could indicate loss of friend/someone dear.
Betrayal, Wantonness waste, criminal satisfactions
my real feelings
all other cards lead to this.
#9 Circumstances have changed, what was good is now causing pain
Don't dwell on this but turn right ♻ and concentrate your energies in different directions. - What was good now brings pain,
remember sunshine follows rain.
Overindulgence creating problems time to straighten ⬆, take charge again.
Don't let idle conversation from an old friend bother you
Time to take command of yourself make new plans/look ahead.
Fill your life w/ new interests,
don't feel sorry 4 yourself you have much to accomplish.
Too much
all other cards lead to this.
#9 Circumstances have changed, what was good is now causing pain
Don't dwell on this but turn right ♻ and concentrate your energies in different directions. - What was good now brings pain,
remember sunshine follows rain.
Overindulgence creating problems time to straighten ⬆, take charge again.
Don't let idle conversation from an old friend bother you
Time to take command of yourself make new plans/look ahead.
Fill your life w/ new interests,
don't feel sorry 4 yourself you have much to accomplish.
Too much
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