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Under pressure I shine
Thrive
The Embodiment of Art
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It's just the start
Watch & See
My Majesty
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Progression Is Beautiful
Feel That...
I'm Coming
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I am everything I have been searching for
I am my soul mate
I am enough
I love having my head in the clouds but I can see the big picture
Finally
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but I want to...
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My 1st RAPE 
(relax there's only been 2)
Been thinking a lot about my 1st rape and kudos to you Hvizdak
                   ...that was the way to do it
After a few too many at a bar
I realized a little too late

                   Fuck...I’m wasted
I stumbled out of the bathroom
Eyes blurry, throat sore from trying to make myself throw up 

                    but to no avail
I gripped the door, took a deep breath and stood up thinking
                     You got this
I walked over to explain I needed to leave and to my surprise
unangered he would miss the fight, suggested we share a cab
After all he was headed my way 
I had no reason to fear him

We worked together in the military
I invited him out
We spoke for hours about our lives
I even found him kinda cute
We got a cab quickly, being in the heart of DC and I was thankful 

     he allowed me to rest my head on his lap
     the world around me was really spinning
The next thing I know we’re fucking
I mean hot, sexy, bent over, frantic
I slowly opened my eyes
I could feel him pumping away, gripping my ass driving his dick into me
I surveyed the room
We were in my bedroom
My apartment…
How did we get up here?
Who paid for the cab?
Did he have to carry me up?
How did he know what key to use?

Was he watching earlier when I locked the door?
I heard a moan behind me
                       “MMMMMmmmmm soooo good”
I had to agree although this was technically a rape
It was good
The stuff that I guess rape fantasies are made of
He couldn’t get enough of me
Fucking me harder and harder then slap
Right on my ass hard...just like I like it
How did he know?
Just as I was starting to get into the groove of it
Starting to see a little clearer
I made out the symbols on my clock
                            Damn
We had been at this for hours
Were we fucking the whole time?
Did it take him time to get me in my apartment?
Did he make something to eat?
It was 1 o’clock in the morning and we left the bar at 8
Well well sir...aren’t you the hungry boy
I tried to turn over to see his face
Flip
In one fell swoop he turned me over on my back and started doing my
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I doubt I would have actually fucked him so it was interesting to see how take charge he was
He seemed quite the opposite before which is why I had felt safe around him
Anyway I pulled him up
Having a guy go down on me was something that was reserved for the people I loved and saw a future with
I felt like whatever was wearing off
So I flipped him on his back and decided to ride him
We had already fucked...I’m already raped
Might as well make him remember me
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LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL
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bye-bye FAO...
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Thanks Liz
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